I have not seen past season 1 of this show yet, but I’m loving it so far! This guy has been one of my favorites but he’s been absent for like 6 or something episodes lately doggirl-tears

miscellaneous plot commentary for where I'm at in the show

what the FUCK is Mollari up to this dude is bordering on ordering literal genocide??

what is Delenn transing into?? a guy maybe??? bridget-pride

where the HELL is Sinclair I want him back. His replacement kinds sucks lmao

Garibaldi might be the straightest man alive and I mean that in the most derogatory way imaginable

I wish this show was gayer

I fucking love the technomages so goddamn much oh my god. They’re soooooo goofy and I need more of them. I was close to dedicating this mega to my love for that one episode where they’re introduced

Anyway this show is fun and cool and good but could be gayer and transer lea-sad

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  • gaystyleJoker [she/her]@hexbear.netMEnglish
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    9 days ago

    HELLO THIS IS THE MEGA SIGN UP POST/LIST POST

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  • LeylaLove [she/her, love/loves]@hexbear.netMEnglish
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    6 days ago

    I lost my shit at a transphobic housemate today. My house is a sober living for queer people, but specifically trans people, trans is in the name of the house. The gay people are allowed here conditionally on not being transphobic pieces of shit. Well, go to a house meeting with some of the straight houses and one of the guys makes a transphobic joke. I ask him what the fuck he means by what he just said, and he says something blatantly transphobic that isn’t a joke. I call him out, my house director calls him out and we leave before the meeting even starts. Except one cis gay guy.

    Cis gay guy comes back to the house, and starts raising shit about me being “rude” over this straight dude’s blatant transphobia. He then says that I called him slurs like “cisgender”. Yes, he said cisgender is a slur. He said that I was mean to him over his accidental transphobia. This is when another cis gay man of the house instantly stood up and instantly defended me saying I use the fucking kids gloves when calling out members of the house, including sometimes the guy who was defending me.

    Later transphobic cis dude comes around and tries to give me a bullshit apology to try to placate me. I ignored it and went on with the conversation I was having with the housemates I actually like. He then slams the door and tells me to suck a dick, proving that he didn’t actually feel bad about what he did and said, and just wanted to smooth things over with me.

    Me and the director of this house have put ourselves in some really shitty situations defending this guy too. I have narcanned him. He has had the ambulance called to this house from overdosing. Most sober livings would kick him out (including the other houses in the non-profit), but me and the director let him stay here to sober up. Should have sent him to go overdose living in his car, the world would be better for it.

  • inTheShadowOf [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    6 days ago
    It was a pretty rough week (CW: dysphoria related to physical contact)

    I like to think of myself as someone who has a good handle on her mind - things can be unwrapped and packaged with care. I knew my consult on Monday was going to be tough, but I’m asked to deal with thoughts and words regularly. People are often clumsy.

    I haven’t had to deal with touch in years. It was less than a minute, but it hit me with such force. There wasn’t anything large enough to pack those feelings away in. I spent the rest of the week feeling like I was in a fog. Working, eating, sleeping - because that’s what I have to do. When I finally had a chance to spend a day with my girlfriend, I started crying as soon as I heard her voice. Guess it really got to me.

    I don’t ever want to be touched there again.

    On a more positive note, the last episode of Ikoku Nikki aired on Saturday and it was so lovely. Half the episodes made me cry. What a beautiful story. catgirl-heart

  • RION [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    6 days ago

    It cannot be overstated how swag this dress is… I looove it love it love it. Who knew life could be like this??

  • EstraDoll [she/her, he/him]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    6 days ago

    local trans woman attempts begging to gods via a questionable interpretation of ancient Roman religious festivals to get over her ex and risks making the feelings hurt way worse in the process, more at 11

  • BountifulEggnog [it/its, she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    6 days ago

    I am so tired of shit. I just had my two days off but I want more. I’m so sick of doing shit. I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF ALL THE SHIT I HAVE TO DO AND SUFFER THROUGH AND ALL OF THIS BULLSHIT

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    depression/suicide/dysphoria

    FUUUU I hate my life. Fuck this stupid awful shit. I hate feeling miserable all the time, I hate how empty it feels, I hate the hopelessness, I hate how fucking boring it all is. I hate feeling like shit in my body, I hate feeling like shit about my voice. I HATE THE CONSTANTNESS OF THIS ALL. I know this collection of symptoms is depression, HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO NOT BE DEPRESSED??? FUCKING, ANY ONE OF THESE ISSUES WOULD BE ENOUGH TO RUIN SOMEONE’S MENTAL!! And this doesnt include any of the wider future societal problems! I don’t understand how the fuck anyone dealing with this isn;t depressed and wanting to kill themselves! It is beyond me!

    I feel so shit. I want to kill myself.

  • sodium_nitride [she/her, any]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    6 days ago

    Back from my bike ride, washed up, ate dinner, shot hormones now gonna sleep.

    Highlights of the day:

    1. Failing to aquire the bread I set out on this trip to aquire. Lost 3 euros on the pre-order

    2. Belgium is pretty. Lots of greenery and shit. Nice 10-15 degree weather.

    3. Stopped at Pizza restaurant. Took the order and went outside to eat (they didn’t have chairs, it was takeout only). I guess i looked sad and pathetic enough that the owner invited me to his room and gave me water. People taking unprompted pity on me is something that happens often enough that there seems to be a pattern. Like, siblings, I may be a little ball of sadness but I can stand strong on my own 2 feet!

    4. Hmm, bought some baklava. Yummy, ate some baklava. Horrifying, syrup on my hands! Solution, I need to piss 0_0

  • RION [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    6 days ago

    I went shopping and got two dresses today! Only problem is they only look nice if I’ve got a belt to define my waist… Think I might try to get a nice leather one off Etsy or something? If anyone has recs I am down.

    But that’s a problem for another day, it’s not like I’d ever try to wear it in public anytime soon

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  • sodium_nitride [she/her, any]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    6 days ago

    Sometime ago, my parents took me to watch this (Indian nationalist) action movie about some Indian intelligence officer infiltrating the karachi mafia for vague anti-terror operations.

    Only thing I remember besides some vague shit from the plot and cringe aura farming attempts is that the villain’s actor was kinda hot (´･ω･`)

    I spent the movie just looking at that guy …

    Somehow quite gender affirming.

    Imagine my surprise then to find out that the actual person IRL was a 29 year old scrawny dude who looked like he was a college student and the worst drug he ever did was monster energy drinks.

  • Carcharodonna [she/her]@hexbear.netMEnglish
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    6 days ago

    Ugh, so my boobs are getting too big to not be noticeable when I have to boymode and so I need to find some kind of solution here. I need a sports bra or something that flattens my chest without making me feel suffocated. Someone please help me. I’m not good at picking bras.

    Gonna have to change my nick to CarcharodollyParton if this continues.