Ya girl is getting the hell out of [red state] and moving to [city in blue state] this week! Will edit mega with more later perhaps.
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Since I just realized that @gaystyleJoker@hexbear.net hasn’t posted it this week, here y’all go:
HELLO THIS IS THE MEGA SIGN UP POST/LIST POST
if you have a preferred week please tell me
GayTuckerCarlson* (8/10 - 8/16) SockOlm (8/17 - 8/23) Eco* (8/24 - 8/30) Shaleesh* (8/31 - 9/6) * after name denotes someone who has posted before and will be skipped by first-time posters
Bpd is so stupid why are we crying for half an hour cuz our sister was busy and tired and said something mildly snappy

Wow im early huh
first love my trans comrades
not first
hehehe marvel at my speed honed in the depths of hell

that was some incredible f5’ing from you
terminal online behavior by me
diaryposting
Holy shit I’m out of my home for a week or two!!! For reference my home is miserable and my roommates kinda terrible. Now I’m housesitting and god I’m so happy to be out of there if only for a moment. Fuck. I brought way too much like I always do when I go anywhere, but I’m so happy. Gosh I wish this was forever.
I admit it. I’m a girl. 🫣
Wow, so brave.

Very cool :3
cool
Thanks for making one!
Of course Switchy! I’ve been wanting to do another for a long while but could never think of a topic. Things worked out well!
RAAAAAA MOVING MEGA
Note to future (sober) self: Don’t leave a drink out to absent-mindly sip if the drink has 100mg cannabis in it
oof had this experience with a comrade once. drink water!
Yeah I needed it, thank you for the reminder
HELL YEAH.That’s great to hear!

I moved this weekend but it was only to another unit in the same place which is really annoying and I need to find a better and more permanent place.
How the hell are olives so good? I could seriously just eat them forever.
Well gays. It is unfortunate that I can’t be a functioning adult though. Blame these fuck ass mental conditions.
I can’t even begin to search for a job. I don’t know what to do. I don’t think I can do this. “oh everyone-” no. Not like this.
I need a job but can’t. Fuck me and my life. I can’t cope, I can’t function, I never could.
That sounds like the inverse of my situation. I’m able to hold down a steady job but am too dysfunctional to get my shit together enough to move out of my parents’ house. Congrats on the move, by the way!
You can do this, you will do this, I believe in you
I clearly can’t. I’ve been wanting to. I’ve made some attempts. I can’t. I clearly am not as capable as you think. Why else would be be backed up to the move date still not being able to drive. That was my goal.
I can’t function, and am miserable. What other options do I have. This is unbearable.
I’m sorry you feel that way, I hope you can find a way to be independent. I feel really stuck with my parents too so I know how it is, but some things need time, some more than others, don’t lose hope and don’t give up. And don’t blame yourself, you aren’t the problem, the problem is this hellish society we live in
suicide
I genuinely should kill myself. I am sick of this. I’ve been doing this and been here for too damn long.
Almost a year of hrt. I still can’t drive. I can’t take care of myself. I can’t find a job. I haven’t even looked. All I can do is daydream.
I’m sick of being miserable and dysphoric and everything else all the time.

What are some things I can do to be more approachable at queer events or bars? When I’m in public I usually put out a passive “leave me alone don’t talk to me” vibe, and when I’ve gone to events by myself before, it’s been hard to turn that off when I get there. Any body language or mannerisms to pay attention to as I’m trying to get out of that headspace?
Lock eyes with every cutie and blow kisses at them















