I was going to write about the worst book I ever read but life gets in the way sometimes.
Que sera sera
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Bleaching my hair again. This time it’s gonna be good and imma paint it red like the blood of my enemies was spilled and dyed it
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I just read a scene where the mc of the 4rth novel helped a lesbian couple discover their BDSM tendencies. Now I truly have no doubt that this author is woke and gay and a goat

On a related note, kill the translator!
new pfp :p its kris deltarune, my beloved enby. i drew it myself and i think its cool
Obsession (2026)

That dude had the worst taste in women. Nikki was so hottttt
This guy got his literal wish granted with, and he still emotionally cheats on Nikki and makes out with Sarah (and mightve gone further until Nikki uh does what she does)
Like I get it was a suffocating relationship to put it lightly but cmon dude
I somehow managed to chip three teeth in the last 6 months. Really fucking upsetting. Apparently this can be because of grinding them. Not sure if I do. Or if one of my stims did this to me. I don’t know. I have had a really incredible day otherwise. And last few. But damn there’s something about that that’s rough. 3 fucking teeth damaged.
Picked up a nice bracelet at a farmers market, bit expensive but I like it. I haven’t really had any nice bracelets until now even though I like them.
love that! good jewelry from open air markets can’t be beat, just got a pair of dagger earrings from one recently, very nice!
Ooooh that sounds so pretty. Want to get my ears pierced so I can wear earrings but I also prefer leaving my hair down so idk how that will work.
they’re really nice, i never looked edgy as a “boy” so im trying to get my goth/edgy vibe up as a girl, so stabby earrings are great. i also keep my hair down, it’s mostly fine, just have to be careful when switching them out and brushing, and especially after washing hair. gotta keep the wet hair away from the piercing but it looks real good 😌
I love bracelets, they were my first foray into jewelry. A bracelet on each wrist and a necklace on make me feel so much better
So I don’t have anymore razors to shave, but I do have an electric shaver and holy shit does this thing suck. I cut the shit out of my face and it barely even shaved anything right. Just got dozens of tiny little cuts and now my face hurts today

today’s riichi game was pretty fuckin mid, got second place. But I did manage to score a Nagashi Mangan so uhhhh yeah I’m basically Shigeru fucking Akagi over here

that’s pretty baller

Reading through the girl dinner diaries sub isn’t good for my mental health. But I guess it does feel like something that people can recover from so many horrific things, so why can’t I?

Achievement hunting in Terraria! This tool now lives on my third monitor. Going for Trash Compactor (research 50% of all items in terraria in Journey mode). Researching means you can create infinite amount of that item. I’m hoping by the time that’s done my world is well along and I can pick up lots of the other achievements I’m missing. A lot of them are missing because I did them on modded worlds so I need to get them again.
Ooo fun! Terraria is one of my fav games
Mine too! 500+ hours. Somehow missing like 30 achievements still. But I’m going to get it locked in and 100%'d.
Fun! It’s one of the only games on steam I bothered to 100%, it’s not too difficult.
RetroAchievements has a set for Terraria now with subsets for collecting rare items, completing different seeds, doing hardcore playthrus, etc. I was getting the bug lately and was eyeing those lol
1/8 done, just killed Skeletron and explored my dungeon.
dumb b*tch bullshit + cw
suicide
Another day spent crying, distracting myself and being a useless emotional wreck.
Ooooh I need hobbies.
I know I need hobbies! But I don’t enjoy anything I used to love doing! What’s the point of doing a hobby as a chore?
Again and again I pray to the heavens that someone gives me a lethal injection while I’m sleeping. Please! It’s all I’m asking for! I know being born is my sin but at least help me undo this sin!
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im sorry it’s hard, i too wish i died in my sleep most of the time, but no feeling is final and you never know, maybe you’ll get a nice hobby again that gives you joy. 
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i too wish i died in my sleep most of the time
Et tu, gender?

Thank you for your kind words. I hope you’re right, for the sake of both of us
I’m sorry Sodium :meow-hug: I hope tomorrow is better for you.
I don’t know if it can be …
But thank you for keeping me company
I’m sure it can be. Hope it is.
Of course. Thank you for keeping me company too. Talk to you tomorrow :cat-trans:
















