My vehicle is also inoperable so I’d need to use their car too which would be oooouughh owie fuck
But i cannot lie about it - ive already been a habitual liar my entire life so I need to be truthful but im so fucking terrified rn
They’ll be like “woah this is so sudden” as if I didnt start thinking about this like halfway through puberty and i already came out to them once before and it went poorly and i turbo repressed after that
Gruh. Buh. Fuck. Grugh. Buh. Glug. Slug. Fuck.
There are several ways how this can play out. Some of them are easier than others, but there is no way where you want to transition for 6 years and find a way to resolve that without actually transitioning. It plain does not happen. Maybe your partner is supportive and you make it through your transition together, maybe your partner tries to be supportive and fails, maybe you break up and you find a new partner in your new life. That’s unpredictable. What is predictable is that going on without HRT will slowly destroy you.
This. Avoiding failure won’t bring success. It will just crush you under the weight of contradiction.