Today I have selected a little thing I did a while back to share with everyone, Cats of Ulthar a horror story by H. P. Lovecraft. It might look a little weird because I adapted it from an accordion book format, but I think I did a decent job of adapting it.
And also, remember my last mega? Well, I did manage to finish the book, so I’m putting it here for you to download. I made a version for reading digitally, but the main purpose would be for printing, that’s why I stuck with A4 size. I can try to make instructions on how to make the printed pages into a neat book in the future if anyone wants it.
Well, if anyone has any suggestions on other short stories, specially horror stories, I’d love to make them into illustrated books, I love doing this and it’s super fun for me, so I’d like to keep going.
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Mondays are cool, I get to do a Mega, then do my injection and just chill for a little in the morning.
I look exactly like
right now, but happy about mondaySomething leaked out after my injection (I’m doing subq). Clear liquid, Idk if it was the E…
If you’re worried about leakage, usually, you don’t need to be. But you can also use the z-track method (pull skin/subq tissue to the side, inject, then release the tissue). It reduces leakage.
Well, if I don’t need to worry about it, then it’s ok. Thank you.
Talked a lot more this week! Was very nice. Mostly just politics 'n shit, kinda hate talking with libs about politics. When we were talking about greenland I said I wasn’t super sure if they’d actually go through with it, because it would lose a lot of rich people a lot of money with damage to trade routes and stuff. Then someone chimes in with “and his voters wouldn’t like it! They’ve said its the line in the sand!” like can we be fr right now. But it was nice to get to talk more. Also:
lets talk about what we can do when we feel dysphoric [therapist]
cisgay immediately starts talking about not revealing she’s gay at church
I like her but what. Yes it was that abrupt.
weight and exercise
I’ve gained about 25lbs (or 11kg in COMMUNISM units) since September and, while my ass and tits are popping off with this caloric surplus, it’s taken a noticeable toll on my health. I need to get on some cardio and strength training before none of my clothes fit me anymore…
istg my chest only grows/hurts when I feel good… when I feel terrible absolutely nothing. Wouldn’t mind some of this when I’m at my lows…
SHOUTOUT TO MY FAVORITE BEVERAGE @BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net
SHE’S A SNACK
:cat-trans: surprised but thank you
Take care of yourself noggy~~
Thank you, I’m trying
It’s rough out there girl, so don’t be so hard on yourself. No reason to make AmeriKKKa’s job any easier
That’s all that can be done sometimes
Eggnog appreciation time!? What a wonderful time.
I have eggnog locked up in my fridge
(the literal drink, not our beautiful sister. Should be clear about these things)
(Eggnog, if you’re reading this, hello!)
Hey Sodium :kirby-wave:
down with cis
Down with cis!
kinkyearning, sex, and ig reflection?
Ugh, i love the kinkstuff, but the next day i just find myself craving morrreeeeee. Just want all the attention, all the slaps and the degredation and the implements and the powerloss and the ropes and the commands and the everything. Fuck. Like, my sexuality is mostly responsive, mostly low sex drive, very very hard for me to cum like at all (which is so frustrating). But kink? Very high drive for it, once the taste is on my tongue i just want more more more (suck at social interaction and meeting people tho so
). Also frustrating that most of the people ive tended to meet and get on well with are more gentle/pleasure oriented dommes. Like, thats fun, and i appreciate the presence theyve had in my life and enjoy my time with them, but at the end of the day i want pain and intensity. Pleasure is wonderful alongside it, getting fucked alongside it is wonderful, but the pain just makes me feel so good. Like, is there a word for that painpleasure wave that comes from impact, with the shaking and the screaming? Like, i dont think i convert pain into pleasure, but it feels like an orgasm in the sense of my physical reaction to it, but it isnt an orgasm? Idk, whatever the word for it is, its funnnnnnnn.unpopular opinion
Jk lol ds9 is kind of a great show and I’m glad I’m getting to experience it
New trans mega about
niceHope you enjoy it!
Ok opened the first one and I love it, ty for this
I know, I know. Only 4 months of hrt is not a lot. Still feels like not much is changing. Nips rarely hurt. Maybe I’m losing some strength? Its so hard for me to know some of these things. Sexual changes ig but that’s not what I want most. I want to be a woman already :/ I mean still closeted at home so mixed bag but yaa…
When will I notice body hair growth slowing down btw? Maybe that’s starting, I feel like I get more days out of a shave.
After some introspection, I think I and many other people gravitate towards murderers in fiction because we feel helpless and drowned in shame in our personal lives. Seeing someone on a screen exercise the ultimate agency over another person’s existence (taking it away entirely) without feeling a hint of shame, there’s something cathartic about it. Same kinda deal with when I used to love reading trans comics and shit.
But now I don’t, cause I’m transitioning and not living upto any standards in any of the shit I read, which makes me feel really jealous.
Does this imply that if I become a murderer, I will stop admiring fictional murderers because I will feel I don’t live up to their hype, charm and gravitas?
Uh, maybe I’m getting carried away.
Mega about books? How wonderful. Now I have another book to add to my backlist. The one I will touch upon after finally finishing my current one (on my 2159th chapter, only 176 more chapters to go <insert pain emoji>)
Those two are very short, you can read both very quickly
I will then.
been living with this new roommate for a whole 4 days now and our relationship has already gotten so bad that i screamed “who the fuck do you think you are? go fuck yourself” at them this morning
i think they have stepped over a ton of my boundaries and that i did go too far but also holy shit i am fucking seething at them right now and hate seeing them in my own house and they’ve only been living here for half a goddamn week i am going to lose my shit
