Capitalism and its allies (racism, queerphobia, ableism, and patriarchy, just to name a few) have turned what aught to be a time of rest and celebration at years end into the mess we know as “Christmastime”. These systems of abuse and exploitation that we struggle against are in fact so deeply embedded into the “traditions” surrounding Christmas that their removal would render this so-called “holiday” totally unrecognizable. Without the atomization, the abuse of laborers and the gross consumerism fueled by the violence of empire… what would be left of what was once called Christmas?
The true War on Christmas lies not in saying “seasons greetings” or “holiday tree” but in the battles we wage for the liberation of all mankind.
Happy holidays comrades, a better world is possible.
The image (which is tight as hell) is a commemorative poster by Vladimir Menshikov depicting Ded Moroz, a Russian/eastern slavic cultural figure similar to Santa Claus, as a partisan in the Great Patriotic War. The poem in the bottom left (roughly) translates to:
We have settled our score with the invaders: To the executioners who barely survived, Our partisan raids, fierce and relentless, Still haunt their dreams at night.
Image and translation credits to Propagandopolis on twitter (its an xcancel link).
I was too busy with the nonsense to produce an actual effortpost so this is what we’re getting this week lol.
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Up with trans!
Down with cis!
Up with trans!
Down with cis!
up with trans!
Down with cis!
Up with trans!
family shit, rambling
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.
The Christmas zoom call was SO ass. It was horrendous. No one gave a fuck about my name or pronouns. I’ve written a letter to my family and asked my sibling if it was fair and they said yes. I still don’t know if I should send it.
The whole reason I zoomed instead of visited in person was because I didn’t want to be trapped there around so many people I despise, with no way of leaving. It’s great to know I made the right choice, because not only did I not hear my name basically at all (except for once from my sibling), but my dad was actively an asshole to me. I guess he simply couldn’t help it.
I wore my favorite dress, did my nails all nice, had my name on the zoom set to my name and pronouns. I did everything. No one forgot. No one cared.
I find out from my sibling today that while they were there in person, any time my grandma tried to bring anything up about my gender transition, my dad would shut her down by saying “please, let’s just have a good day.” So it seems like everyone may have been to afraid to ruin my dad’s favorite holiday, so I was the sacrificial lamb. “Let’s have a good day.” Amazing how I didn’t have one of those.
Every single bone in my body is telling me never to talk to my dad ever again and just cut ties. I desperately want to be able to. He is an irredeemable asshole. I genuinely hate him. The only thing keeping me from just doing it is the knowledge that my grandma lived with him. Shes 90 years old and if I ever want to see her again in person, I have to put up with the family nonsense.
It’s also a thing where I’m scared of cutting off from pretty much the only family I have left, even if they’re bad for me.
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I think it’s that I’m running out of people who claim to care about me. Even though my dad doesn’t actually care about me, he says he loves me. And I kind of crave that.
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I feel like I’m just allowing myself to be taken advantage of just cause he says the words. But the feeling is so strong. Even though I hate his guts
I think my boobs are getting sorer? Been about a month since I started injections, maybe that has something to do with it
my wife said “this band is better than nirvana” not realizing hole is courtney love’s band hehehe
“when they get what they want, they never want it again”
STABBED MYSELF WITH A NEEDLE, IT’S GIRL TIME!!
Oh shit starting with the needles??? You’re so brave
It’s not that hard, it also does not hurt.
I’ll probably switch at my next follow-up, the possible complications with pills are scarier than needles at this point
I’m on diy so it’s the most available one, it’s super chill and convenient, apply once a week and then just wait
LFG

Sick and miserable and trying not to misery post since I already do that a lot
voice dysphoria
I will say being sick has made my voice even worse holy fuck
That’s awful
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Sometimes when Im sick it cuts out the lower register and I couldnt help but sound more femme pitched. It was like forced training lol. But most of the time, being sick or wildfire smoke will cut off the higher tones and it does suck
it is. Its a bit more manageable now that I’m taking pseudoephed (the goat). Still pretty bad but not as awful as earlier.
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Yea its definitely making my voice a lot lower :/
Watch sci-fi chinese cultivation donghua
There is a Donald Trump reference in there
Also an undertale reference, in the same episode
What’s it called?
Daily life of the immortal king.
Mostly a slice of life anime where they combine put cultivation into the modern world (so you get things like buying magic items from the Internet, or using microwaves to do traditional Chinese alchemy)
I … I don’t remember why I started watching it or how I even came to know of it.

Soggy biscuit with all transfems that have been on HRT for long enough is just normal biscuit
:madeline-stare:
I regret searching what it is
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I dont cum much anymore (to my general relief) but I do absolutely produce some shit that I guess is more or less the equivalent of getting wet? If someone is hot enough and were talking dirty or making out, I will be leaking to my eternal surprise. No orgasm or whatever
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I mean it makes sense. The bartholins/cowpers glands are homologous (spelling?) and estrogenizing them makes them function more like bartholins glands which are in large part responsible for “getting wet”.
Merry (the war on) Christmas everypony!
I’m doing the thing my dad used to do, where he couldn’t find the exact gift that the extended family wanted and so he got the off-brand version. Deal with it nieces and nephews, I have untreated ADHD and didn’t remember Christmas shopping until last week! Now you get to relive my childhood!
Early transition just feels like waiting for my real life to start, idk how so many people here have taken it well, ts sucks
It is super annoying and i’m impatient to boot. I’m trying to distract myself but it’s tough lol
And its so long
years wtf…
I kinda liked my early transition, a lot was hard and sucked but I got huge euphoria from getting gendered right or wearing a skirt the first few times.
Getting gendered right and called my name is really nice, yea that’s true… Idk I just really want to look and sound like a woman like, right now. And have had laser. I want to be out there with friends and dates and feel right. Maybe doesn’t help I have this hope I’m gonna be in a better position as far as friends and stuff goes when I’m further along…
mewwy cwistmas to all who celebrate

tuxedo mask? more like tuxedo masc 😎 🌹
How to hide hormone shit from family? The danger of them finding out is like the main reason i havent started diy yet (well, also that im a stupid fuh wholl 2nd guess herself every turn without a handholding guide
but i can probably overcome that problem). I can maybe ask some other ppl ik to store it at their places but i want other ideas cuz idk if thatd work 
You only gotta do it once a week. I just put everything into a drawer with a lock and then locked it. You can dispose of supplies whenever you’re alone, just be sure to do it appropriately.
None of it is that big tbh, could easily be hidden in a shoebox under your bed or probably in your drawers or something. I have 2 years of stuff and its probably a shoebox worth even with a sharps container for needles. If you got maybe like 6months-a year of needles maybe it could fit in a stuffed animal? Its temp sensitive enough I wouldn’t put it in my pc case though. Could fit in a drawstring bag in the bottom/back of a closet too.
Injections are usually every week/10 days, if none of that works out there’s also an ester (Undecylate) that’s done monthly. Its a bit trickier to dose from what I’ve heard but if you couldn’t make the other options work that’s something you could do too.
That was a problem for me too if you need help feel free to DM me.



















