Alright, I get it, my subconscious grabbing random characters/avatars from the media I consume instead of my IRL representation was definitely a sign. Especially when there was a blatant bias towards female characters.

But did the “landing spot” have to be Blake Belladonna from RWBY? Or how I like to put it: The white moderate democrat catgirl from the dudebro anime.

Yeah I’d like it to look roughly like her but in a more “nonpassing” trans woman sort of way… But did it have to be Blake? My “baby trans stage” inspiration couldn’t have been like… Mrs. Brisby from the Secret of NIMH or something?

Eh, I’m certain I’ll form my own style as time passes. Still makes me really question my subconscious’s tastes though lol.

I still really like the idea of looking “nonpassing” though.