I’ve been on HRT for about 4.5 years now, and I still don’t really feel any better, I’m still very depressed and dystphoric. I know I dont put a ton of effort in, but when I for help cultivating an aesthetic, people tell me to go on tiktok, or just Google it, I suffer a lot as a result cause due to my ADHD I just can’t pay attention or I dont do anything and I just keep suffering, I’ve honestly considered just ending it since my dysphoria has been strong and consistent my entire life. I’m just tired, I want help but I just feel alone in this journey since I can’t just google it, or look it up on tiktok. I feel like I’m a hopeless person and I’m honestly annoying to the trans community and huge part of transphobia
I can’t solve your issues, but you sound unmedicated or like your meds are mismatched. I’m far from “meds solve everything!” and strongly believe that talk therapy is the best route forward (with a competent therapist, because I’ve had bad ones). Having said that, with what you’re communicating, I get the sense that meds could help.
Hoping you feel better, homie. Sorry you’re going through a rough patch. I lost my sister to suicide 2 weeks ago, and I hope you never take that route.