what I did yesterday:
- woke up, consumed 200mg caffeine to not pass out immediately
- took the prescribed max dosage of antidepressants
- went to uni, cried
- went home, cried
- took my ‘emergency’ antianxiety pill
- went to work, cried so hard I got sent home after an hour
- went home again, cried
- took 2 (different) antianxiety pills
- went to bed, couldn’t sleep, took melatonin every 30 minutes till I passed out at 5pm

Oh wow. Fuck hope you’re gonna feel better. I can feel that. Can’t went to work for like 1 day and half lately before panicking and just went home. Running on cafeine right now no more meds for a while cause I got no treatment anymore because none was working right.
i can fix her? nah i want her to make me worse :3
also woag beautiful <3
Pretty girl
I wish I was a pretty girl too
Sometimes I had both opinions about the same girl, but not at the same time.
And what did you do today?
Where do I get that autism shirt
I hate how you’ve proved your point right then and there… Pls take care of yourself tho (that’s a lot of caffeine)
Sounds like you need a hug or three.
hugs
Hang in there.
…and I still miss her all the time.
Oof, you hanging in there girly? :( That’s a rough day
Real AF post and prettyyyy woman
I feel this deep in my bones.
pretty girl epic shirt, crazy day
Only 200mg of caffeine? Back when I was in the Army, I used to consumed like 900 to 1200mg of caffeine each day.
I have cardiovascular problems now. I assume it’s because of the stress of holding up American Imperialism because I wanted free college or something.
Uh. Yes, you build tolerance, but that is absolutely not healthy. I guess if your concerns are getting shot by a local goat herder for invading, caffeine issues are pretty down the list, but still. Don’t if you can.
“Imperialism is the maintaining and extending of power over foreign nations, particularly through expansionism, employing both hard power and soft power.” (Thanks Wikipedia)
I was in the army too and kept wondering why US has military posts & bases all over Europe & Asia etc, but other countries don’t have military bases on US soil 🤔
Nice to finally have a word for that. Imperialism. Seems kinda awful & corrupt. Kinda like that board game “RISK” in which the objective I suppose is to take over other countries with your military presence.
There are some countries with training bases in the USA. Germany, Italy, UK, Netherlands, and Signapore who have one in Idaho of all places.
Wow really? All 5 of those countries in Idaho??
No and looking into it deeper, I was lowercase a accurate but not capital T true. While these countries do have permanant training presences in the USA, all of these are bases owned and operated by the USA. The place in Idaho is Mountain Home Air Force Base, Idaho which is a training base for Signapore and seemingly Qatar now?
But in short, I was wrong. These are US bases that host permanant presences of foreign military. These are not owned by the other nations.
Sources:
https://thedispatch.com/article/do-foreign-countries-have-military-bases-in-the-united-states/
This is interesting info.
MY GOVERNMENT ISSUED TRANSGENDER GIRLFRIEND LOVES HOW MUCH CAFFEINE AND ALCOHOL I CONSUME!
See you should use melatonin 2h before you want to sleep and not later and not more often because that will just fuck up your sleep cycle.










