I’ve been depressed and suicidal for a long time. I’m tired. I’m also trans. I don’t know any trans people irl and am not sure how I’d find them. No hormones right now either. I need access to healthcare. tbh this site is the only thing keeping me half sane.

Also I think you underestimate how difficult farming etc is going to be. Especially with climate change and a break down of infrastructure. Collapse is going to be awful and I can’t deal with any more awfulness.