transbyanism [they/them, comrade/them]
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Thank you this was very informative! I probably still want to go with full monotherapy, I dont want to fuck something up with a partial one. But I wonder for how long I can boymod, that would definitely make my life easier; considering I already get she/her’d lol, I could boymod in risky situations as usual
2·20 hours agoYep that’s him; I’ve only watched the animated version until Part 5 so idk anything about Part 6 and 7 aside from some Pucci memes lol, I’ll get there eventually
I also remembered it like you say, but then rewatchig and Caesar has a whole monologue on how Marco was just a guy™ having a normal job (literally in the Wehrmacht) and a normal life and t’s so sad he died and he loved his country like yiiikes… average japan; But yeah ignoring that I really like part 2, also yeah lmao the soviets got Stroheim so based, also Speedwagon is eerily similar to Ford as a Nazi collaborator considering his foundation lol
Felt like you, went to uni, then had to drop out because it was just abusive in my case and I hadnt recovered from highschool pressure, and now I have a lot of brainworms and trauma from that. At least here, universities suck lol, but maybe it was also my bad luck
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- Yeah truee
- I know the fat redistribution changes a bit though on the face?
- Wish I earned more but alas :/
- I have a vial from some friends and I havent opened it yet… I must check out the low dosages
- thank you for the kind words and help:3 really appreciate it
Huh, I didnt know about slow refresh rate einks, that’s cool!
Your idea about identity is very helpful, thank you! I just feel like I have nothing worth saying most of the time because others are more learned so I’m very insecure.
oo sounds cute :3 ty!!!
I pretty much already dress like that, black band shirts or plain black shirts and military camo pants, though now it’s summer I can’t do that anymore so I’m wearing button up summer shirts from the women’s section but big enough so nobody can detect it lmao but meh I still look to masc imo, my fashion sense is sht and I dont have anywhere nice to buy clothes
haha that seems silly and fun ty!! you’re a goldmine of recs :3 I doubt I’ll even have this much time to read lol
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I could declare it as lost I suppose. Maybe not the renewal clerk, but anyone else checking my ID would likely throw a fuss seeing M and see someone visibly femmem e.g. workplace or uni, I think at least. I’m like severely depressed and dissociating from myself like I dont like my body but also I feel like I cant take HRT anyways, I need my family’s support for now even if I work and live by myself, I cant afford to get disowned right now lmao; so I always postpone it, I should try looking into lower dosages. But then I’m afraid of supply issues, etc etc and I always find a reason to not go with it through and I hate it, feels like I’m always creating excuses, but I don’t feel safe at all, so it’s hard to think of making myself even more vulnerable e.g. outside. I will try looking into lower dosages I havent really thought that was a possibility, ty!!
exceptionally gay
I’ve begun reading Noctoseismology as good horny trans stories are peak ty!! :3
Also I saw you like JoJo in your bio, I’m not really into anime but I’ve been rewatching JoJo with my girlfriend for the sillies, and Part 2 is worse than I remembered with Nazi apologia, like yiiikes
Fair enough, I read it long ago at the rec of a friend that said it’s awesome, so I don’t remember much lol
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Not really unless I declare my ID as lost, they’re valid for a decade+ here. Even if I do that, looking visibly more effeminate would raise a lot of questions. From what I’ve seen the small amount of trans people that are out and transitioned here are constantly facing legal roadblocks (obvs) and you get basically excluded from society; hell even medically it’s as bad, I have some weird health shit that doctors as is blame on “GNC” things I do (shaving my body, having long hair)… cant imagine how it would be taking hormones DIY… would never get anything done lmao; Like theoretically I could go on HRT and then just be like yep that’s me and don’t change my markers or name (don’t really care much about it), but knowing this country people would freak out at the marker difference…; ironically, while masking and because I have hair down to my waist, even when speaking with no voice training and I’m not on HRT lol I still pass to a lot of people and I get she/her’d, I guess the gender roles are so ancient here that having long hair and obscuring my face a bit instantly makes me pass xD, so I think on HRT I’d have no issues, but damn legally…
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How would a trans person even deal with state level transophobia where if you transition and e.g. don’t match your ID picture they wont provide services for you? They would never let me change my ID as nobody can here and it sucks. I’m not on HRT mostlycause I will get socially excluded from the state apparatus so I’ll probably have no healthcare or anything at this rate, and finding a job is hard as is in technology/techbro dominated field. But it sucks a lot, my only comforts are small GNC acts.
so glad to have someone relate!!:3 i always feel so unrelatable most of the time, yay!
care only about results/‘performance’, AI spitting a wall of text is very “productive”/trustworthy therefore worth spending a gazillion dollars on
I dont know what to say but tryna interact more with people to get out of my depressive overwhelmed head so hii:3