Also idk about anyone else, but you’d think if you’re sexually attracted to something/someone you’d atleast want them to like… Not get killed?

Ahh yeah, that’s your problem right there. You’re thinking like a well adjusted person with empathy.

A lot of people… think a little differently. Worryingly there are people (mostly men) who truly hate the objects of their sexual desire. They would very much like to hurt and cause harm to them as well as use them for their sexual gratification. I don’t know why, I’m not a psychologist, but it’s a real phenomenon.