I don’t know what to do at this point, I wanted to live a simple life, I didn’t want tropical vacations, I didn’t want anything extravagant. I just wanted beans-and-rice, football/cricket matches, some anime/manga, literature, and some indie games, not many just like 2 or 3. But now this world won’t let me, I don’t have any complaints about what I have, I can make do with it, I have my food, I can read books, I can play some games but this world wants to take even that away. First an ed tech company took out a loan in name of merchant credit which made dad unable to finance anything then the bank deducted 250 dollars because and I quote “we miscalculated interest and charged the left over” bastard fuck you fuck you, I am leaving, if I take my own life then what will you take? NOTHING!!! You will have nothing to take then.
I don’t wanna die… but I don’t see any future for myself where I get a bowl of beans and rice in peace. Even in dreams I am murdered by debt collectors so they can sell my organs to collect money.
Can you ignore them until they go away? Where I live, debt collectors will call repeatedly and try to intimidate you, but if you just don’t answer the phone, problem solved.
Problem is credit score, they report it to credit agencies and because of which dad can’t finance anything.