i graduated high school and i notice that everybody keeps referring to interpersonal hatred as ”high school behaviour” but i think that this lasts forever and you have to actively work against being bullied like for the rest of your life. it happens in the workplace, in college, in nursing homes, on the internet etc. its inescapable. working against being rejected/harmed is as repetitive as bills are for most adults
i feel like we neurodivergents are especially burdened with having to be self aware and think about every social interaction. you have to be self aware if youre ugly and not post certain things and not talk to certain people and not do certain things.
its so exhausting and i barely feel like a human being anymore. so much of my energy goes towards getting smoothly through social interactions. i feel like ive lost contact with myself.
and now with the internet neurotypicals are even more furious about this. they have rules about what to post on tiktok and what to post on instagram and how to respond to comments and what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do. the internet used to be a place where i could talk to people without social rules i didnt understand but now both here and IRL you have to deal with endless social rules that you get no relief from ever.
I am 99% certain that user has been banned multiple times for behavior like this but they keep making new accts or switching to accts they made before u needed to apply for one
Massive problem with this site imo is all the banned ppl just switching to their billions of alts or making new accts and continuing their behavior cuz fundamentally u can get away with pretty much anything on this site as long as you don’t trigger word filters and most importantly: the average Chapo-listening irony poisoned cishet white guy “dirtbag leftist” chud finds it funny and u are acting in a manner consistent with winning an internet argument by their standards. If you’re lucky, they’ll immortalize u in a tagline for it. And if it finally catches up to u, just switch to a new acct.
I used to bring this up in the semi-secret invite-only mod chat (Hexbear is a site which runs on pointless secrecy and behind-the-scenes politicking) along with specific instances back when I was more invested in the internal politics of this site, before I deleted my acct when I had hit a limit on Hexbear bullshit, but nothing was ever done about it
I was just looking for evidence to support my vagueposting :3 I can’t find the specific post I remember where he was crashing out on an alt about his latest ban. It’s rare to find posts where ppl connect all their alts for u ofc hehe. Most of the time it’s just a pattern of behavior and a style of writing consistent with a guy
If anyone cares, DM me and I will attempt to substantiate and give u my old username. Can prolly find my old msgs in the mod chat if you’re in there and Matrix crypto bullshit doesn’t prevent u from reading them
I would be in favor of making this site invite-only or smth and purging all the old inactive accts from the database
I deleted my original acct of 4 years cuz I felt similarly and only recently kinda “came back”