Idk how to explain this feeling but it’s a guttural reaction I have in my gut that is triggered whenever someone is trolling/mocking/being violently antagonistic towards something I care about, some people literally hate Linux for god’s sake, like man what am I to do? Give up my conscience? I hate when I can’t hold something in my hand, I want something physical, is it wrong? Idk, you all tell me. I want people in real life, I want plushies and cards, why is it wrong to ask just because it’s not that easily available to me? I hate AI, so do I hate social media and porn, and sex, and dating under prevailing dynamics, AI seems to bring these things more and more in front of my eyes, where I don’t want them. I don’t care how much leftists tell me AES countries love AI and are embracing it ‘intelligently’ as if a threat to congnitive abilities can be embraced inteligently, how much liberals tell me AI will give us UBI, how much conservatives tell me AI will bring about more jobs, I don’t care. Everyone can take their family-making, sex, porn, social media, AI, producvitiy and shove it where the sun never shines, I don’t give a fuck. Just stop fucking gaslighting me, separate those like me, we’ll live our own life, like please stop torturing me. It feels like everyone is after me but I always skort them by an edge.