Because I’m always told that I have it all wrong 🤪
Apparently the neurotypical (who has been in relationship on and off with very few gaps their entire life) isn’t making this a priority because they don’t want to be alone. They’re also not doing it because it makes life easier AND they’re not doing it because they simply want it for themselves. The main point is that I’ll never “get it.”
Maybe this is a lesson learned that I should force myself to be in the next relationship if the opportunity ever comes around again, even if my partner can’t meet my needs. Perhaps it’s better to be lonely with someone than with no one at all idk
To be clear, I have been in relationships, but it’s starting to feel like dumb luck. Every time I get into this spot where I regret leaving even though I know how miserable I was
Tbh I say “been in relationships” like two is a lot 🥴 I think I understand them for the most part, I don’t typically tend to have trouble socially except at times when I get deep into my own head. At those times though, I wonder how I did it and question if I ever will again. Not a great feeling
My current wife and i each canceled one first date last minute before our actual first date.
It’s all dumb luck, far as i can tell
Met my last partner because they thought my post was interesting enough for a DM lmao