I don’t think anything is going to stop T-Rump from gutting medicaid- which means I need to go back to work because Medicaid covers a hell of a lot when you live quite near the very bottom of the poverty level. So I am contacting the American Career Center – going over there tomorrow. I have to find a job that won’t hurt my body like when I was working, working ran me into the ground so bad I couldn’t barely walk or go up or down steps. I couldn’t even ride my bike at all and before I fell apart I could ride it up Mt. Tabor in Portland. So with T-Rump in office again I figured project 2025 was going to make me work again. I do believe I know better than to run myself into the ground again or accept any job that might do that to me. Been working out and getting everything in shape, even got a therapist that works for me, which is rare. Just hoping that the universe can point me to a job that won’t kill me. Or bend me in half. Wish me luck. I’m not too skilled at any one thing, but I do have like 8 years of security and 1 year military so here’s hoping. If I can only prove it, all my stuff got lost in multiple moves and being homeless. I’m feeling like I can do this. I just need to psych myself up for it. It’s been since 2014 I think, that I last worked. I volunteered Sunday to do security for Pride and stood out in the rain for 8 hours and helped anyone who asked, loading cars and all that-- felt good but not sure how many days of the week I can do that. We’ll see, shall we? Good luck to everyone who is navigating this current administration. What a nightmare.