I’m not neurodivergent I wish I was maybe I should get a diagnosis so I could tell other people “please be nice to me I’m autistic” and then they would need to be nice to me and not be disgusted by me because I’m a white cishet male who is just slightly nonconforming in too many awkward ways and has acne and is kinda fat (but not really fat that would probably be ok again)
I genuinely don’t know why people don’t like me why is every interaction with other people such a chore what kind of super-social animal would I need to be to be happy
I’m only weird cute maybe sometimes and only weird bad a musician don’t think that option is going to work for me
I’d kinda like some true love in this world too not gonna lie
Get well soon goose
If you want love, first have a good job and a steady income
I need to lose like 25 kilos if I ever want to be loved by anybody
Wondering the same
As if the US gives a single shit about its citizens. That’s not what nation states are for
When you’re completely disrupting the global order, but also need to make like a few thousand bucks
This except with tears 😭😭😭😭😭
If we all take enough acid we might be able to time travel back to the 60s just saying
end of history etc. etc.
i hate life. i go home im alone, i sleep im alone, i go to university im alone, i sit a seminar im alone. how the fuck am i supposed to find new friends, no one has any time, no one likes me enough to invite me to anything, no one wants to hang out with me, sure you can try to organize something but even if you manage to do so it never becomes anything more than a one time thing. i try to do shit, it never happens. there are no chill parties, no one wants to socialize at bars, no one wants to be friends at clubs or hobby meetups. there are no connections between anything, people go to meetups like they go to doctors appointments. i dont want to have friends, i want to have a community. i dont want to do thing a with friend a on monday, thing b with friend b on tuesday, thing c with friend c on wednesday, thing d with friend d on thursday, thing e with friend e on friday. i want to have a friend group whom i can just hang out with. and when you try to find friends you need to pretend like you don’t really need them, go like “oh yeah ill add you to my long list of friends lets see where i can fit you in oh im so busy im certainly not sitting home alone crying because i feel so fucking heartbroken and lonely all the time”. im thirty, still a complete loser in university. how the fuck is this supposed to work when im working 40 hours a week. and then my therapist has the gall to tell me i’ve got a “fear of growing up”. if growing up means living like this i’d rather fucking die. i don’t find it hard to empathize with incels, loneliness is the worst pain in the world, loneliness makes you go crazy. its much easier to believe a romantic relationship is going to fix your loneliness than it is to believe there’s any chance of living in a community of friends. you only need one person to be in a relationship, to not be alone when you go home, to at least have someone to hold you when you are crying.
There’s such a perverse logic to the whole thing, that making friends and human connections becomes work and you just accumulate names and numbers and faces just so you can profit off of them later. There’s no distinction between your professional and private life.
Under capitalism life turns into work.
I don’t think that stories need twists at all. Don’t try to be clever.
Man FUUUUUUCK networking
I feel you. I don’t know when this mood swings shit started but I sure hope it’s going away sooner rather than later
That’s a stupid ass take. the capitalists states education systems sole goal is to produce ideologically aligned workers. Like sure, they can go to a lot of school, but you don’t become a communist by reading whatever the state wants you to read.
I’m gonna get “I’m lonely and need friends” tattooed on my forehead