Just to clarify, this isn’t a post about me. It reflects my feelings, though

I’m probably not in the best shape to be an instance admin atm (mental health sabbatical from social media) but I wanted to post anyways to let it be known that I am interested in being one.

In terms of neurodivergence, I’ve got ADHD, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Non-Verbal Learning Disorder (and resultant Dyssemia.) I’m quite quirky, poorly mannered and unflinchingly radical. I’m an intersexed transgender non-person, furry, therian, in a lesbian marriage, stuck in the US on night shift. My NVLD severely hampers me in social situations in picking up nonverbal communications of all types, but luckily I have excellent verbal skills which fits perfectly for the text-only nature of Lemmy/Matrix. I’m internationally-minded, actively learning Japanese with an interest in learning Chinese, Korean, Vietnamese, Hindi and probably Spanish and maybe dabble in some African languages. I’m inter"nation"ally minded, and love all cultures, pop and traditional. I have no background in tech but I really wanna keep learning at my slow pace. I’m ambivalent about GenAI but not hostile to it. So long as it’s done on your own hardware I have no ideological opposition to it, I just don’t like it cause it is frequently used in ways that displeases my ego.

As for why I want to be an admin, I love y’all but the administration is very male cishet dominated at the moment and I’d love to bring some femme queerness to the table without sacrificing what makes db0 db0. We don’t need another Blahåj by any means.

Go to music events and shit

There really isn’t a great FOSS, AP protocol software that can properly house a lot of these people because the art they create (porn, erotica, smut, etc) requires commercialization to stay viable.

Currently, only centralized platforms and payment processors can make it all work. I seriously doubt Pixelfed will catch on because of this

Fuck the Epstein files, eroding rights isn’t the distraction. The Epstein files ARE the distraction. You’re a fool.

Thank you for adding literally nothing to the conversation

If you insist

What makes it even better is that im writing this fic

Fuck the mainstream

As someone with DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) please pick a different name/acronym

The best advice I have is to practice writing proper prose in a stream of consciousness style. Try to not edit other than with the delete button on what you just wrote. At least, that’s how I got to my kind of eloquence.

You know how people advise you to read you writing aloud to hear how it sounds? Phrasing, readability, etc. I think the skill I have that helps the most is being able to write cogent and speakable language from a stream of consciousness. Try typing exactly how you speak, errors, accents and local expressions all included. It’s a skill, yeah. Turning your vocalized speech into internal speech into written language; you get to the point where you can produce written language that sounds like someone speaking naturally.

As for flow and getting a point across? Studying prose helps. Simple things like “shorter sentences make a punchier phrase” or whatever help. Having a written style helps also. I’m not exactly sure if any of this helps, but thank you for complimenting my eloquence. I’ve never felt particularly eloquent - but I do speak my mind and only my mind. Popular opinion and groupthink are for unoriginal people. Sure, you can hold a popular opinion, but you’ve also got to have a reason for it that you can express.

Are you being sarcastic or genuine?

I’m an anti-electorialist but I still vote.

National races and US congress votes are like pissing into the ocean, it doesn’t do shit. I vote in local elections to keep assholes from running my city. Do I think it changes anything? Probably not, but I just sort of vote in local elections for my disenfranchised comrades who can’t

I think saying “yo this is actually good but the author is a pedo” is basically the same as admiring Mein Kampf while arguing the death of the author is important

Basically what I mean is Made in Abyss IS BAD and I don’t like people heaping praise on it. The author is a pedophile. The story, characters, and plenty of scenes in it are softcore (or maybe not even softcore, I haven’t read it for obvious reasons) child porn. Sadistic child porn too. I can poke a million holes in Made in Abyss, but what’s the point?

“/uj” means unjerk, or “I am saying the following in a non-satirical, genuine fashion”

“/rj” means rejerk, or “I am saying the following as a satirical parody of the person the circlejerk is based on” which in this case is liberals

/uj Stop building coalitions with Nazis just because they don’t like the particular Nazi who is in charge right now

/rj They may have advocated for trans sports bans, gentrification of majority black neighborhoods, weakening unions and empowering landlords, but look at how well they’re doing holding signs with us at our permitted protest on a weekend! They’re true progressives now!

Personally I think it’s better if WWW moves beyond HTTP as a protocol

#1 popup and tracker enjoyer over here

Oh yeah I didnt even read his name my bad

I think it’s worth it to put in a P.S.S. there now that Des nut basically said “sorry I got caught”

Like seriously this dude is a massive piece of shit, not because he’s a Marxist-Leninist or a tankie or whatever; he’s a transphobe. I hold him in the same regard as I hold Elon Musk at this point because the only real difference is I’m pretty sure Des nut doesn’t have a trans daughter.