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Cake day: March 17th, 2025

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  • Rich_Benzina@feddit.itto196@lemmy.blahaj.zonecigarettes rule
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    16 days ago

    “this cigarette i deserved. one every now and then i can handle without starting to crave a packet again, i was diligent not smoking for 4 years, and i feel i need a break from the hardship of life” i say to myself watching me spiraling back to the addiction and craving a pack of cigs



  • Thank you for your advice. I always tried to be as trasparent as i could and i think im ok with myself and how i behaved (mostly). You are right, sometimes things just happen and people just move away from one another. But one thing im scared of is losing her also as a friend. I sincerely hope i can grow out of this whole situation and come back to a friendship. I know it will be almost impossibile to get back the same exact relationship we had before all the dating, but i hope we can at least get back to being just normal friends. It would suck if we were to lose each other forever. But yeah, i guess i just have to find the courage to finally turn the page, insted of hoping we could rewind. Thank you again for your words, have a nice day :)