Mari [she/her, they/them]

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Cake day: May 21st, 2025

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    Im going to meet with an endocrinologist in a bit less than 2 weeks to take some physical examinations before I can be prescribed hormone replacement. I should be happy and excited about this but I still feel so empty and pessimistic. It feels like I’ve wasted so much of my life having to justify my identity to cisgenders just so i can have a chance at getting a low quality hormone replacement at an inadequate dosage that will probably be criminalised soon anyway. I tried to get diy hormone replacement a couple of months ago but my mother intercepted the package and threw it away. I borrowed 100$ from someone to pay for it and now i need to pay them back.

    Because of my mental health, I’ve lost all but one of my friends and to them im more of a detriment than anything else. Im scared to go outside and interact with other people because i live in a country of savages who would probably lynch me for being trans.