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Kolibri [she/her]
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Cake day: November 28th, 2023
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the moon is big and bright tonight. It’s also just neat seeing the big dipper again. I’m not use to seeing it where it’s currently at around this time of the year but more so later in summer than in spring. also I read somewhere you can use the big dipper to tell time since it circumpolar
spring/summer night air is so good along with a calm breeze
3·5 days agobut I wanted to learn abra beandabra
family stuff,addiction
that doesn’t sound good with your dad, especially with the sepsis and possible stroke. the stuff with your dad sounds overwhelming.it’s good you’re getting rest and drinking water despite the relapse. perhaps just resting a bit and taking care of yourself will help? I hope you keep hanging in there, and hopefully things start to change for the better for you.
I hope you’re doing okay
Lately it been warm enough to go outside at night, which is nice since I like to star gaze. So it’s nice to start to be able to do that again without getting cold.
But it makes me miss my dog more, cw: grief
Since I would bring my dog outside with me, and this summer just going to be different without him. I can’t help but think how easy it was to lose track of him since he was a walking void, if it wasn’t for his white star on his chest, you wouldn’t notice him in the dark.
and then this grief is making me think of my mom to, doesn’t help it’s mother day as well. I guess right now it just one of those moments where all that stuff just comes back.
It also just makes me wonder what am I even doing anymore. Why am I here?
mental health stuff cw: depression, suicide
and why can’t things just finally end. It would be nice for things to just end, but they won’t. I don’t really want to be here. I’m really tired. I really would like to think there just some sort of reason why I just have to keep being here, even if I don’t really want to be at times. Yet if there was, things just feel unbearable, especially with lately just feeling like no one really cares about me besides my dad or my grandma.
just I dunno, I just hope something changes. well that not true, lots of things have changed, and things are always changing, albeit slowly. so maybe this won’t be forever or I hope so.
one, nothing wrong with me
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51·7 days agoFeels more like she was looking for divorce due to other unknown reasons, if all it took was for a chatbot to end it.
It’s really adorable watching a bird hop up branches of a tree.
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2·10 days agoI finally finished watching this over the last few days, but this video is really worth watching. I found the part on environmental impacts interesting
21·11 days agothat doesn’t really feel appropriate, since 8 people are dead along with 35 injured in the current death toll
You and everyone in Gaza are still humans and are wanted in this world. It’s horrific and evil what zionists, collaborators and betrayers are doing. I hope you continue to stay safe along with your family.
