I do remember looking up porn at that age, but it was just to laugh at it. I found it disgusting at the time, and hilarious. I was pretty much sex-repulsed until my early 20’s.
I do consider myself greysexual now. It’s weird being greysexual, 'cause you think you can relate to your allosexual friends, but then they won’t stop wanting a grilfriend, to the point that they will put themselves in life’s risk for some chance. One even fell for some romance scams (didn’t help that he was a manipulative pathological liar himself).
It’s so weird and scary that they could just not focus on something else. Meanwhile, I can forget about that and focus on a hobby or local politics or something.
I do remember looking up porn at that age, but it was just to laugh at it. I found it disgusting at the time, and hilarious. I was pretty much sex-repulsed until my early 20’s.
are you sure u aint asexual? nothing wrong with that
I do consider myself greysexual now. It’s weird being greysexual, 'cause you think you can relate to your allosexual friends, but then they won’t stop wanting a grilfriend, to the point that they will put themselves in life’s risk for some chance. One even fell for some romance scams (didn’t help that he was a manipulative pathological liar himself).
It’s so weird and scary that they could just not focus on something else. Meanwhile, I can forget about that and focus on a hobby or local politics or something.