I’m so tired of feeling like I’m “crazy” because no one around me can realize that the US is not “on its way to becoming” Nazi Germany, but is in fact already Nazi Germany. I’m so tired of my history of psychosis making me think “Maybe I’m not the only one who can see clearly” as that’s usually a red flag for me. I wish I could just close my eyes and be a lib again, but that’s not healthy or useful. Besides, I don’t think I can close my eyes. But I have a significant disability, so what can even do? I barely work now, and probably won’t for much longer, so it seems organizing would be largely ineffective. Relying on government benefits, I’m just next in line for slaughter. Another voice disappearing into the void. I’m just so tired.