you dont get it. jesus is only going to save the good christians, so there won’t be any brown ppl, which makes it good

oh is that an auto immune disorder thing… cos same on all counts, i love sleeping for 12 hours everyday and then wondering why i dont have enough time to do anything

i guess my university experience wasn’t that bad, bc i could do that but going through process to get financial aid is kicking my ass

then again i guess i was pushing through at the cost of my mental health back then lol

I don’t understand the obsession with gore/blood anyway… I’m a big fan of horror and it’s pretty rare that it’s actually used in a way that is actually interesting (usually just for body horror). …So I don’t know why people get upset when there isn’t blood in a random action movie or something.

I’m so burnt out, and its mostly from trying to get aid and such. They make the process so tiring and demoralizing and then call you stupid for not doing it properly

that’s fair. it’s more that i wouldn’t be able to deal with that breach of trust regardless of the reason personally

yes

the issue isnt the spending addiction (which she needs help for) and more the going behind your back

bestie idk if ur peeing that color it could be bad

i got a variety pack of popsicles and cant eat the mango ones (is yucky) so i will save them for you

Is rooibos okay

Guy who gauges the worth of art by how many billions it makes is someone who’s opinions you should take seriously

these people have jobs and i don’t

Doctor agreed I can stop therapy, and gave me resources to find something else that’s free. And I noticed they have a program for ppl with mild to moderate depression but do not have anything for ppl with severe depression?

Tbh that’s fine I guess I’d rather play Minecraft for an extra hour than deal with more free mental health services anyway

Yea this sucks so bad. It causes my brain to view therapy as adversarial in nature and naturally that means I can’t bring myself to engage properly

And you can’t call help hotlines bc the person on the other end can and will call the cops on you (has happened to me)

Try to treat the mentally ill as people challenge (impossible)

that’s me alright. ask me what that tongue do haha

oh no worries i dont think you were being insensitive ^^ ty!

yea im not too great at leetcode in interviews, so I’d be cooked well and the fact i can’t mask autism and appear fem doesn’t help. i gave up on it, mostly hoping my friends can have some luck with it

i had a nervous breakdown that disabled me from how bad the job hunt was so im good on the keep digging front personally lol

basically ever programmer i know (including me!!) can’t find a job. its more like, learn to code and also travel back in time to when it was super easy to get a job doing it and then pray you don’t get laid off

I don’t think so but I will look into it, thank you. You’re probably right, at this point I’m starting to think this therapist is doing more harm than good, and even if I should continue seeing them to check off a disability box i might stop going